Just tell everyone on the floor I've got a sick parent or something which was sweet of him lying down to my hotel room. Now missing a stepson I'll probably never see again I raised him for six years changed his diapers bottle fed him at 3am took time out of work when he was sick waited on him hand and foot after a nasty fall that broke his arm. So his mother could sleep because she was working in the morning the rest of this world could burn away to freaking ash and I wouldn't blink or care but the thought of never seeing him again rips away at me like nothing else I need. Therapy gonna take a hell of a lot of talking to get through this I'm not a suicide risk so no worries there I'm an atheist so this is the only life I got if I end it that's it talking to my lawyer on the. Phone later and we'll be meeting up with max's significant other again because apparently there's more I don't know got a doctor's appointment.
Tomorrow and then six dang months of waiting for results thanks for the support everyone if more develops I'll do another update. Update Three. This one is exceedingly long I'm getting out all of my thoughts and well there are a ton the tldr bullet points I will get weekend custody my marriage is a sham cover for an incest affair hiv test is negative working together with ex-wife for. A quick divorce neither of us are wealthy so all we have to divide is two checking accounts and utility bills we're in arrangement on what belongs to who and who should pay for what falling for the other survivor. But not acting because apparently I'm stupid enough to catch feelings in a time like this but not stupid enough to ruin myself any further by pursuing her so.
First of all I'd like to say thank you for the gold and the hugs and the support from this community I think I got the advice and input I was looking for and. At this point I'm just doing another update so I can sort out my thoughts in a semi-public way so random strangers can call me out on my bs I do listen and I do take what everyone said to heart or at the very least. Consideration so the link to my original posts is above but I'll give you a tldr anyway because like the first two this will probably be quite lengthy a few weeks back I found texts of a sexual nature on my wife's facebook from her cousin. She claimed this just happened and she wished he would stop I messaged him never to speak to her again under the pretense that this had been an unwanted advance turns out it wasn't turns out they've been sexually involved since 14 or 15 divorce happening. Okay well a bunch has happened since the day or two days since my last update first the good news I got my hiv rapid test and it came back negative thought it would take days or months.