Honestly this old rust bucket doesn't have but two good years left in it so I'm contemplating just forking it over and getting a new car as I'm gonna need a new one. Anyway but I also fear that if I start bowing to stuff like this now it's going to be my entire life I've. Also through this come to realize that I really don't feel like leaving my apartment she announced that she was moving in with her folks so I think I might just wait until she's gone which I saw on facebook will be in a week or. So and then just talk to my landlord due to kovid he's had trouble filling some of his units so he might welcome me sticking around had breakfast with my dad he approached the topic lightly. But he's essentially telling me I ought to hold off on writing anything out that would obligate me to stay in my step son's life he's not dismissing my stepson he always makes time to see him and spoils the hell out of him on christmas.
And birthdays even stops by with random toys my point being he's a proud grandpa his reasoning was that I should wait to see how my soon-to-be ex behaves and if that seems conducive to what I want in life told me that I passed on. My chance to go to school and become a family man and nobody in the family would hold it against me if I decided I didn't want to be a father anymore while they all love my son they don't want to watch me fall on. Your sword because you feel we'll judge you and you tie yourself to that crazy family for life more or less they'll support me no matter what I do maybe after I consult my therapist who I start seeing in three weeks I'll feel differently. But at the moment I'm adamant about remaining a father after that I took sherry out to meet with max I didn't go along with her had I he might have a few less teeth and I'd have charges. So I basically just hung out in the sonic drive through listening to music buying a new drink a couple of times to justify my being there and waiting for her to text me to be picked up.
When that was over she was a bit worse off for the experience he's blaming my soon-to-be ex for the fact that things didn't end years ago and claimed that the guys he claimed to be having crazy hookups with were made up and part of. Some dirty story that he and my soon-to-be ex did assuming he's being truthful it was just the one guy who is his boyfriend I guess and he made up the rest as part of this dirty story thing sounds like bs. But honestly for some reason it seems true to me sherry was quite devastated mostly by the fact that he looked like he hadn't slept in days but didn't acknowledge his daughter and hadn't said anything about her until she forced the subject she was really. Upset obviously and I brought her home but she did a fine job keeping it together for the baby I really didn't want to leave her in the state so I hung around and helped throw a dinner together showed her how to make ghetto garlic. Bread and made pasta I found out she sings a french language song to her daughter and I was a little smitten with that.