I need to stay strong for the kids my heart breaks for my ex despite everything I don't regret marrying her I. Still love her but I know we can never be back together she isn't the person she used to be and there is just too much pain between us despite all the pain recently we had a very good life before that I wouldn't have my children if it wasn't for her and wouldn't give them up for anything. I know it's going to hurt for a long time I hope I am strong enough to get through it strangely enough news of my wife's addiction has helped my kids deal with it it's much easier to talk about how mommy is sick and it's going to take a long time for her to get well she. Still loves them etc etc right now I am sad and tired henry is here with the kids we are going to watch madagascar 3 I think I'm trying to make as many good new memories as possible henry is doing the same and his my kids look like they are doing a lot better.
Now I think what would be okay thank you everyone for all your help this will be my last post here I think. Last Update. X passed away od while in rehab we don't know how she even got the drugs she must have taken them while inside somehow but no one actually knows how one doctor speculates that she has swallowed a bag or something and that it burst. I won't be posting any more or answering comments thank you everyone that provided helpful suggestions and comments.