I felt like I wanted to protect her but she's an adult her behavior is dangerous and erratic and I need to protect my kids apart from that she didn't ask about the hearing she didn't ask about the condition of her critical injured friend she basically just sat there seemingly irritated. I still don't understand this she has lost everything she has destroyed her family and caused a lot of pain for a lot of people and for what a buzz and some random sex I'm going completely no contact until she has been clean for a long time. I just can't deal with all the crazy I'm so sorry op you may never understand her behavior or what's going on in her head and that's okay sometimes we don't get closure your ex is deeply troubled and the only person that can help her is herself. Update Five. So a lot of people pm me for an.
Update. I was going to post one yesterday but I just didn't have the energy I'm kind of depressed and very very tired I hardly ever sleep and when I do. I am plagued by nightmares good news is kids are doing better my dad is a champ I don't know what to do without him we went to his cabin to ski a bit this weekend me him and the kids it was great. I have basically no contact with my ex I did talk to one of her harpy friends the one that was in critical condition she woke up but she is in terrible shape. I talked to her nurse and she was sad that no one had bothered to look in on her while she was there they had contacted her family and they had just refused to see her I'm worried the people that beat up my ex will come from me and the kids so I asked via the nurse if I could talk to her and she agreed.