Showed her attention she literally invested her energy in another dude I can't believe I'm finally coming to terms that I'm over her only now now now she does whatever it. Takes to keep me now she's investing her energy in us now she wants me to be happy when she didn't give a darn before now she wants to be this adventurous. Person in sex with me the sex we had was never mind blowing but I liked it. Now I see how much I've missed out on through her text with om I know just the tip of the iceberg how. Graphic their trius were now she wants to show me just how much she loves me when admittedly she has been quite lazy.
Before the lazy sex speaks volumes to me now she gives me space and. Is happy and supportive of anything I do? When before it was all about giving her attention and providing for her at the same time. Now she values my boundaries and goes above and beyond to add to them now she sees me as the king I wish she. Saw me as before but no I had to smack her off her pedestal first now she's the ideal woman but it seems.
Fleeting to me now she's completely transparent with me about everything she is brutally honest too even if it will upset me or embarrass. Herself I don't think I've ever seen any woman with a consistent look of shame on her face before she wishes this affair never happened I. Can see how much she kicks herself every? Day I can see the hopelessness on her face when I'm just not receptive to anything. She does she looks so miserable especially when she tries to hide it it makes me hate myself sometimes but to me it's necessary.
Why can't I see this as a positive thing? Why can't I judge her for her actions? Now they show remorse right many people have long-term affairs and come out even stronger than before right. Why am I basing my decisions off emotion? And not a place of mature objectification someone else will end up getting the better and improved version of her while I venture into another uncertain.
Relationship. Why not fight for this when everything? Seems to point to something good in a future these are the lines I've been given and I have one answer I will not accept. Disrespect maybe I was willing to in the early stages of discovery but I woke up from that quickly. This is to answer the people who have pm'd me and regularly asked about my situation I'm going to enjoy this christmas with my entire family and then move on from my wife.