I so maybe if god wants it it will I said maybe a year or two in my head I'm like okay if he really wants marriage I'll do. It but in time we have to make sure the toxic aspect is gone he gets mad that I have a boyfriend and he says I did infidelity and I said how you broke up with me. He sends me heart messages gets mad when I don't respond sends fake pages to go on my instagram I told him. I want to maybe just be friends and work back to what we had. One day he sends me a screenshot of me and my boyfriend from a friend's party he starts cussing me out blowing up.
My phone and threatening me he then apparently finds my boyfriend's cousin's phone number to text him about me to tell to my boyfriend after saying how much. He wanted me back he then text me how grateful to god he is that he's not with me and he's glad. That I had an abortion and accused me of cheating on him my ex then lies to him and says I went to his car and did a bunch of stuff with him and that I was going. To break up with him and overall just lied he even fabricated texts that I had to show my boyfriend I was so hurt because this man the other day said he wanted to marry me and he. Was going to work on himself and be around to see in the future where it goes to this mind you he is the oldest one in the situation.
My heart felt so uneasy and weird it's like if I wasn't with him then I'm not allowed to be happy the up part is sometimes. I still think about him but I guess I just romanticized what our relationship could have been and well it didn't exactly ruin. My relationship like I said my boyfriend now is very different from my ex so he was understanding about everything more than I would have been in his shoes. My male 26 girlfriend female 25 is convinced that my sister female 24 is weirdly obsessed with me after she visited last weekend weirdly. Background my sister and I have always been close hung out frequently and shared similar ideas and interests we attribute this to our similar upbringings in the same environment with shared events and memories.
I have always taken it as her looking up to me as her older brother we share similar tastes in art music philosophy politics just fundamental things. I guess I have appreciated this close relationship with my sister and continue to today that is until my girlfriend told me what. She did. Context I left my hometown and moved a couple of states over about a four hour drive give or take I live up here alone. My sister still lives near her parents and where we grew up so her coming up is usually a big occasion she likes to see the city and drink coffee and take pictures and just hang out and chat.