She smiled I bet she knew I couldn't resist a talk your parents and me they were here in the morning did they leave yes they are expecting my call I'll talk to them tomorrow you can leave I want to sleep but your dinner is almost here when the doctor mentioned I must be hungry my stomach grumbled I didn't eat a thing for 26 hours a few minutes later a veteran nurse came with a tray on a cart she asked Jane to manipulate the bed so I'd be in a sitting position to eat I don't know what kind of face I. Made because Jane was amused and staring at me while the nurse arranged the tray in front of me on my bed I'm an ex-glutton guy she said God I love you so much. I learned her again and asked her one more time to go home but the nurse got really mad at me according to her Jane sponge bathed me and even shaved me I didn't notice until she told me finally. She asked Jane to feed me because I was still coming out of the meds I told her we were getting divorced but she said that's not her problem and I should be thanking her she's been here to help and I'm a very ungrateful person then she left. I refused her help and tried to eat even though my movements were very clumsy I was making a mess with the soup and Jane begged me to let her help me I felt like a spoiled brat making a tantrum I just.
Said fine and let her feed me I never felt so vulnerable before she behaved very maternalistic and affectionate I could have a close look at her she wasn't wearing makeup I saw more lines of expression and also she has crow's feet now I felt better after I finished eating she took the tray out of the room. She was in a good mood I saw a patient in front of me a man in his 50s checking. Jane when she went out and came back I'm not surprised she was wearing a coat and jeans but she's very pretty I didn't like the feeling of being in debt with her when she sat down I said thanks for being here she looked me in the eyes and smiled anytime she tried to comb my hair in my forehead with her hand but I could reject her this time she looked hurt and I didn't say anything she tried to grab my hand but I removed it and she said can we talk please I remain silent there are only two reasons for me to at least. Be cordial to her the twins they weren't baptized when they were toddlers but after sister-in-law's ex went away Jane and I supported sister-in-law and the twins I love those two little rascals with all my heart when we babysitted for them I told Janus. Would count as parenting training for when we had our own that will never happen sister-in-law asks us to be their godparents and I teared with emotion.