You're having a panic attack everything is gonna be fine. I tried to focus on his words but I couldn't my only thoughts were I'm gonna die at the hospital they sedated me and I started to feel better and sleepy I could answer questions the doctor asked me for my name my age what day it was I could answer correctly until I passed out when I woke up guess who was next to me. Jane I forgot to take out her name and number for my emergency contact. I was very confused due to the drugs I smiled at her and said Jane she was sitting reading a book and when she heard me she jumped off her seat and approached me she had tears in her eyes and told me hello my love you really scared us that's when everything came back to me I. Stopped smiling and asked what are you doing here I tried to sit but my body felt numb and clumsy she shushed me and told me take it easy no sudden movements.
I'll get the doctor she kissed my forehead and left I wanted to evade the kiss but also my reflexes were numb the kiss felt so familiar but I know it has been more than a year since she kissed me with sincere love while she was gone I saw around me I was in a big room with other six beds four of them with patience they all separated by curtains to have privacy I also noticed I wasn't wearing my clothes but a hospital robe. A few minutes later she came back with a doctor I had slept for 26 hours the doctor explained all about the anxiety attack I suffered he asked me if I'd stopped taking any meds but Jane and I answered almost at the same time I don't. He doesn't take any meds I hate how well she knows me the doctor told me the episode comes from a heavy stress or sudden change in my life or both I glanced at Jane but she hit her eyes he ordered some days off to reflect and get. Some therapy I told him I'm already on therapy but the docs that I needed to see a psychiatrist my therapist is a thanatologist psychologist so she can't prescribe meds. He told me that I must be hungry and the next day I'd be discharged and he left it was 8 PM so Jane had another hour until visiting hours were over and she didn't look like she wanted to leave it felt awkward and that feeling leads me to chatter like an idiot so I asked you said you scared us who were us.