She was specific and unsentimental about it because that was how he had always talked to her about hard things and she had learned to match him. When she finished, he was quiet for a moment. The board members Adrian has relationships with, which two? Richard Farrow and Carol Baum. Are they actually influenced by him or do they just know him socially?
Richard can be moved. Carol less so. Carol makes her own decisions. So really one person you need to be concerned about at board level essentially. That's manageable.
It is. She paused. How are your employees handling it? I talked to them this morning. Marcus, Diane, the others.
I laid it out directly. Here's what's being said. Here's what's true. Here's what we're going to do. Which is the same thing we always do, which is good work.
He paused. Diane said something I didn't expect. What? She said, "Noah, we've been watching you run this company for nine years. Nobody who reads one article is going to know you better than we do.
And then she went back to her desk. Vivian was quiet for a moment. That's a good person to have in your corner. Yeah, a pause. I've been thinking about what you said at Moretti's.
About letting the work speak end. And I think you're right. I also think there's something I need to say to you directly. His voice was steady and careful. The voice he used when he was being precise about something important.
Whatever pressure this puts on you, and I know it puts pressure on you, Vivian, I'm not naive about your world. I need to know that you're not going to start making decisions about this situation that you think protect me. She understood what he meant immediately. You mean I shouldn't distance myself publicly? I mean don't do anything on my behalf that you wouldn't do if I weren't involved.
Don't manage the situation around me. I'm not a liability you need to hedge against. I know that. Do you, Noah? Because the instinct you have, and it's a good instinct, it comes from a good place is to solve problems.
To get ahead of them. To arrange things so the damage is contained. And I understand that. You're very good at it. But if you start containing the damage around me, you're making a decision about my situation that belongs to me, not to you.
The line was quiet. She heard the truth in what he was saying. She also felt the particular frustration of someone who was good at helping and was being asked not to. "This is very hard for me," she said honestly. "I know it is.
I have resources. I have influence. I have people who could Vivian, I know." She stopped. "I know."
"Say it." "Sometimes protecting someone means trusting them enough to fight their own battles." She said it quietly. She said it like someone setting down something heavy. "You told me that once.
I didn't entirely understand it at the time. Do you now?" "I'm starting to." He was quiet for a moment. "For what it's worth," he said, "I know this is costing you something.
Being patient when you could act, that's not nothing. For someone like you, for someone like me, for someone who built what you built by acting, by moving, by being the person who solved the problem first and explained it later." He paused. "Sitting with uncertainty is its own kind of discipline. I know that."
She looked out the window of her apartment at the city below. "When did this become so complicated?" she said, not bitterly, just honestly, the way you acknowledge that a road has gotten difficult without implying you want a different road. "Probably around the time you knocked on a maintenance corridor door to thank a technician and he didn't take your money." She laughed.
It was small and tired and real. "That was a very inconvenient moment for me," she said. "Seems like it." "I was perfectly fine before that. Were you?"
A pause. "No," she said, "not really." He was quiet. "Neither was I," he said. The comments were what Noah hadn't prepared for.
He had prepared for the article. He had prepared for the professional skepticism. He had prepared in the abstract for the way people would look at him differently in rooms where his name now carried a question mark. He had not prepared for the comments. He made the mistake of reading them on a Saturday afternoon while Emma was at a friend's house.
He had an hour alone, which he rarely had, and he used it in the worst possible way, scrolling through what strangers said about him on the internet. Most of it was what he expected. Cynical, quick, the reflexive cruelty of people who never had to look another person in the face when they made a judgment. Classic gold digger move. Any guy who gets close to a woman like that is working an angle.
Bet he's already got his hand in her company. She's going to regret this. He stopped reading. He put his phone face down on the kitchen table. He sat with it for a while.
He was not a man who cared deeply about what strangers thought of him. He had built his life deliberately around exactly the kinds of things strangers couldn't take away his skill, his integrity, the quality of his work, the relationship with his daughter. He knew who he was. He had always known. But knowing who you are and being told by hundreds of anonymous voices that you are something else, that particular disconnect had a texture he hadn't anticipated.
It was not devastating. He would not let it be devastating, but it was there like a stone in a shoe, constant and small and impossible to entirely ignore. He picked up his phone. He called his brother instead. His brother James lived in Phoenix, ran a plumbing business, had four kids and a laugh that could fill a warehouse.