No One Wants a Woman Like Me…” She Saved His Dying Baby — Then the Widower Chose Her

No One Wants a Woman Like Me…” She Saved His Dying Baby — Then the Widower Chose Her

Chapter 39

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He was young enough that the Hargrove campaign and Briggs's ambivalence might have made the ranch feel unstable in the way young men were sensitive to, but he'd stayed and he'd said something in April that she thought about afterward. He'd told Burch, not knowing she could hear from the garden, that this was the best run outfit he'd worked on, and he wasn't going anywhere. He'd said it simply, reporting a fact. She'd kept weeding and hadn't let on that she'd heard, but she'd filed it away in the same place she filed things worth keeping.

Briggs remained Briggs. He did his work. He did not obstruct her. He was never warm, and she did not expect him to be, and there was a rough functionality to their working relationship that she had made her peace with.

Some men were built for certain shapes of world, and she did not fit his, and the best outcome between them was a productive distance that neither of them pretended was more than it was. She accepted this without resentment. Not every problem resolved into warmth. Some problems just resolved into workability, and workability was an honest thing.

The Hargroves came in June for their first formal arranged visit. It was not easy. It was not designed to be easy, and she had not prepared herself for easy, which was probably why it went better than she'd feared. Harlon arrived with less entitlement in his posture than he'd carried in November.

Not humbled, not a man who'd been brought low, just a man who'd run a calculation and come out the other side with different information than he'd started with. He walked into the house and he saw it. Really saw it, the way you could see a house that was alive as opposed to one that was surviving. And something settled in his face.

Cecilia went directly to Caleb, which was right. And Caleb, 14 months old, walking, talking in the approximate way of someone who had strong opinions and limited vocabulary, looked at his grandmother and said with great conviction, something that was almost certainly not a real word, but that he clearly felt was adequate. Cecilia laughed. It surprised everyone, including Cecilia.

It was a real laugh, short and unguarded, and she looked at Caleb with a different quality of attention than she'd brought to either of the previous visits. Something raar, something that was not about Evelyn or Nathan or the situation at all, but just about this small boy with his serious face and his conviction. "Oh, Margaret," Cecilia said very quietly to no one in particular. Evelyn heard it.

She went back to the kitchen. She gave them the front room and she didn't appear unless she was needed. And she was needed once for Caleb, who decided after an hour that he had reached his limit with visits and required rescue. She came in and he reached for her with the directness he always used, no ambiguity about who he wanted.

And she picked him up and he settled immediately against her shoulder and looked back at his grandparents with the expression of someone who had handled this situation adequately. Harlon watched this. He watched Caleb settle against Evelyn with that total ease, that animal trust that babies gave to the people who had been there every night and every morning, and she could see him working through something. Not pleasantly, but honestly.

"He knows you," Harlon said. "Yes," she said. She didn't say, "Of course he does," or make anything of it. "Just yes."

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