Not in time. He picked up his hat from the chair and held it the way he held it when he was working something out. Hill would have been in Helena filing paperwork before I found a lawyer who'd even look at the deed. I would have lost those acres, " he paused. "Or paid a significant amount of money to get them back.
" She didn't argue with him about that because it was true. "Thank you, " he said. Straightforward, no flourish. "You're welcome, " she said. Equally straightforward.
He put his hat on and went back to work. And she went back to the kitchen, and August, who had apparently heard everything from the hallway, looked at her with an expression of complete admiration and said nothing whatsoever, which was the most eloquent thing he could have done. February arrived, and the snow did not leave. The children had been inside for long enough that the walls of the ranch house had become variously a racing track, a battlefield, a stage, and on one memorable afternoon, a very ambitious archaeological dig that involved removing every book from the lower shelf of the study to create what Wade described as a cave system. Miriam sent them outside whenever the weather allowed, and they came back red-faced and loud, and flungs their wet things near the fire, and argued about whose turn it was for the first seat at the table.
And Bramwell navigated all of this with the slightly stunned expression of a man who had not previously understood what it meant to have children in a house, and was recalibrating at speed. He was better at it than she expected. He was not naturally demonstrative. He was not a man who said warm things easily or spontaneously grabbed a child into a hug. But he was consistent, and in Miriam's experience, consistency mattered more than warmth in the long run.
He followed through on what he said he would do. He noticed when one of the children was struggling and it practically without making it dramatic. He remembered things that Samuel hated being corrected in front of the others, that Clara needed to be told the reason for a rule before she'd follow it, that Nell worked best when she was given a task and left alone to do it. He noticed those things because he was paying attention. The children noticed him noticing, and Miriam noticed all of them.
On the second to last day of February, she was alone in the study. In the late afternoon, the children were in the barn with August, learning something that would probably result in someone coming inside, covered in something she'd rather not think about when Bramwell came in and sat in the other chair without ceremony. She looked up from the account book she'd been working on. "I need to tell you something, " he said. Her stomach did something careful.
"All right. " He looked at his hands for a moment. He was a man who looked at his hands when he was deciding how to say something. She'd noticed. Not from uncertainty.
He wasn't an uncertain man, but from the habit of someone who'd spent a long time saying important things to nobody and wasn't entirely sure of the mechanics of saying them to a person. I'm glad you're here, he said. Not because of the deed. Not because of the accounts or the food or the supply organization. He paused.