Because they decided you didn't deserve what you earned, Marcus said. And instead of doing the work themselves, it's easier to say you got it. Lily finally looked up. Those serious brown eyes weighing it. Does that happen to adults, too?
She said all the time. Is it happening to you? Marcus looked at his daughter and thought about tomorrow morning and Henry Caldwell and Richard Hayes and a piece of footage from a rainy Thursday that apparently contained everything that needed to be said. "It's being handled," he said. Lily looked at him steadily.
"By who?" "By the right people," Marcus said. She seemed to consider whether this was sufficient. She decided it was the way she sometimes decided to trust his judgment, not because she had no more questions, but because she recognized he'd thought about it more than she had. "Okay," she said. She went back to the poster board.
"I put taller people in the back of the photographs so you can see everyone," she said. Is that right? Marcus looked at the poster. That's exactly right, he said. The next morning came fast.
Marcus drove to Atlanta at 7:30 in his truck with the rust spot above the rear left wheel and he parked in the visitor lot of the Caldwell Group's headquarters building because Emily had told him to come to the meeting and he had agreed without fully processing what it meant to walk into a glass and steel corporate headquarters in his work jacket and his work boots as the central subject of an emergency leadership meeting. He processed it now in the elevator. I was not ashamed. He was clear on that. But he was aware the way he'd been aware of things his whole life in rooms that hadn't been built with him in mind of exactly what he looked like to the people who were going to be in that room.
The elevator opened on the 14th floor. Emily was waiting. She was in a charcoal suit, professional and precise, and when she saw him, she walked toward him immediately with a directness that left no ambiguity about which side she was on. "You okay?" she said quietly. "I'm fine," he said.
You sure, Emily? He met her eyes. I'm fine. She held his gaze for one moment and then nodded once and turned toward the conference room. He followed her.
The room was already full. Eight people around a long table, mostly men in their 50s and 60s, the kind of people who had been in rooms like this long enough that their faces had stopped revealing what they were thinking. Richard Hayes sat on the left side of the table, third chair from the head. And when Marcus walked in behind Emily, something moved across Richard's face. Surprise, tightly controlled, replaced immediately by a studied calm that would have looked like confidence to anyone who didn't know what to look for.
Marcus knew what to look for. He'd seen it at Brentwell on Gareth Wills's face the moment Marcus put the reports on his desk. It was the look of a man recalculating. Gerald Marsh sat to the right. He was in his late 60s, silver-haired with the cautious watchfulness of someone who had realized sometime in the last 12 hours that he had perhaps been positioned rather than informed.